I sit here and stare. I can stare for endless hours thinking of nothing. I enjoy the light and the emptyness. Most would be concerned or worried. Some would think something's wrong. But, there is peace in this emptiness. Peace that keeps me here and happy. There is a lot of peace in the silence. When the world is crazy and full of noise or tries to keep me going constantantly, I know I can turn here and find peace in the silence. The peace it gives me is the time I have to think and to feel calm. I love the feeling when i have my moments of peace. Its so beautiful when i can just sit here in the peace. Many don't know how many endless hours i spend sitting here and sitting. Sometimes life can get calm or i get so caught up in it that i forget the goodness that is in these moments. I start to feel silly just sitting here staring at emptiness. I forget how helpful it can be for me.
If anyone ever says whatever gives you peace is crazy or unusual...some may say its stupid....tell them it is what you do and don't worry cause they will never understand. We all have crazy and unusual things that are us..but isn't that what makes us who we are? I'm secretly an artistic person. I love the arts. I've forgotten how much I love them til Lina got me messing into photoshop. I love the ability to create in second life. I've always admired it, but i never thought to do it myself. I always said it wasn't me. i'm not a fasion person. I'm not into hair, houses, or any of that. Turns out that I don't need to be. It lets me release a side of me i lost in touch ten years ago. It makes me happy to create in my free time. I can envision what I want and attempt to create it. Thats all we really need is a creative desire to make something more. To know ourselves enough to know what we want and what we wish to create. What may seem empty is full of many things.
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